perhaps, i suppose...

you know what i miss?

the friendships i used to have with you all

the connection that held us all together

now it’s just a constant battle of “you didn’t invite me, so why should i invite you”

in other words the damn tfti bullshit

i feel as if there is a schism between us all

but i could stay hopeful that were brought together once more

there’s no sense in these childish games that we play

because nothing good will come out of it

we’re just going to live our lives the way we were living yesterday and the day before that

so quit this nonsense and grow up

because this senseless bickering and these dramatic flairs of drama and bullshit will always lead to a dead end

“before you embark on your journey for revenge, dig two graves”

i’m at a point in my life where i lost a good amount of friends

but not only a good amount but also someone i used to be very close to

all because of my self fish actions

do i feel a bit of guilt that it’s happened?

yeah i do, i feel pretty guilty, but that doesn’t mean i’m gonna sit around cry to myself and be a little bitch about it

i know exactly what i did, and regardless of how messed up it was

i’m going to own my actions

regardless of whatever has to say to me

i’ve burned the bridge down and there’s nothing left to do but to keep on walking the line

and if anyone DOES have anything to say

im listening